Well. I'm not sure.

'你好' (:
So! You are all probably wondering why I started my blog in chinese!? (: 
I decided that it would be insanely cool to start every blog, differently!
How COOOOOL am I?!?
Anyways, to get back on topic. Today, I will be blogging about, I'm actually not sure. I will just write and see where it takes me! (:


I was at the bonfire young adults group Sunday. Even though I'm not really a young adult! heheh. Anyways, someone who regularly attends the bonfire, had a video she wanted us to watch from her old church. It was about why bad things happen to good people. This video was extremely intense! Very emotional, and very moving. Two different stories were told. The First: A man was married with three children. Two boys and a girl. They were both followers of Jesus Christ, and he worked at a church. He was diagnosed with cancer, and he eventually passed. The Second: Another man was married, with a daughter and a son on the way. His wife was seven months pregnant. She was in the car and got hit head on. The man that hit her car, and the husband became very good friends through this incident though. Obviously, I have summed up these two stories, sorry! 


As I was watching these videos it really twisted my emotions, and man oh man. It was a flippin' tear jerker. But of these two different stories, there was a similarity! GOD!!! Duh. (: The similarity between these people and their stories was that in the end, God was just as good as he was before. Their relationship with God had strengthened. The  man with cancer actually said, "God is God, and God is good." He looked to God, and said if you decide to let me live you are good, and if you decide to take me, you are still good. This speaks miles, and this moved me.

I listened to these two testimonies of these people, and something inside me just moved. Listening to these people made me want to just set my self on fire with God. Like holy crap, I just want God to burn me to a crisp with his fire. He is soooo good. Everything he has done, everything he has blessed me with. I'm so undeserving. Yet, he still loves me like no other person has. My God, he is wonderful. He is a life changer. Life saver. And he saved my life.

Why do bad things happen to good people? 
Any answers? Well, just know. In the end. "God is God, and God is good."