Fourteen.

14. Think long and hard about what interests you. Crime? Sex? Boarding school? Long-forgotten romance etiquette? Find a book about it and read it. There is a book about literally everything.

Good afternoon my lovelies. I know that I'm not starting at number one, but hey, it's alright to change it up every once in awhile. Therefore, I started with number 14. Sometimes I lose sight in who I am and what interests me. For a long time I thought I had my life put together and I swore up and down that I knew what I wanted to be when I was "all grown up." Yeah, that still hasn't happened. I'm still a kid and quite frankly, I will probably always be one. Kids have the most fun though, so I'm not complaining!

Anyways, getting back on topic here, I'm doing some soul searching and I'm trying to figure out who I am again and where I want life to take me. I can say right off the bat the top 5 things that sum up who I am:

1. COFFEE!!!! I can't go without it. Well, maybe I can, I just never worked up the nerve to actually try. Especially since coffee is what wakes me up in the morning and without it I would probably resemble satans sister. HA!

2. Fashion! Rawr. Love love love fashion and getting dressed every day! I am becoming more and more thankful for the full closet of clothes and shoes that I have. Do I catch myself taking things for granted every now and then? Yeah, but I sure as hell snap out of it quickly. If I was about a foot taller I would be doing the catwalk FOR SURE! Too bad I'm stubby and short. But I've got that fierce personality and fire for fashion to make up for it!

3. Romance. Typical typical girl. But then again, not the typical girl. I can remember being 5 years old telling my girlfriends about my love life I would once have. Talking about my wedding and the big huge family I would be able to call mine when I was older. Its not just about having the door held for me or him paying for my dinners though. It's the fire I will see when he looks in my eyes or the smile that he won't be able to wipe away when we're together. It's the little things that I will share with him, as he will share with me, that will make our love rehatch even stronger every morning as we wake up next to each other.

4. Writing. It's become part of who I am and where I've been and of course where I will go. Writing has opened parts of me that I have kept closed off for as long as I can remember. Taught me how to be comfortable in the life I am living and the person that I'm continously growing into. It's helped me work through my despair and struggles as well as my happiness and successes. It speaks a truth and inspiration that I never knew was real. Writing is my outlet and every day it adds to who I am.

5. Traveling. I wish I could travel WAY more than I am right now but there's only so much a server at Perkins making minimum wage can do. Although, for being at the age I am at now, I have seen a good bit of the world and I can say I will definitely be seeing more of it as the time goes on. You know, I was actually brought to tears the other night at the thought of me not seeing the world. There is SO much out there and I just feel so confined right now. But I just have to remind myself that over time the world will be mine and I will be the worlds and we will share together a sort of romance as I fall in love with each country, each city, each little town I travel to. Man, I can't wait for my future.

Anywho, there ya go! Now, it's time for me to go find a book and read away, which will definitely be one of the easy things I do. And no worries, I will also be blogging about it. Until then, enjoy my next fifteen posts!!!

Have a good evening beauties. :)