Monday, March 7, 2011

my words are my strength. they will change the world.

 مرحبا
(hello in Arabic.
thank you Hannah Stoddart)
Today! I will be blogging about...something.
Read on, my dear friend. Read on, and let your mind be boggled! (:

I was always scared, and very nervous to pray! I was nervous to open my mouth, and have my words be heard. Why was this? I don't know. Actually, I also tend to hear myself ask that question a lot. "Why was/is this?" And a lot of the times, it is quite difficult for me to answer this question. Anyways, this is for a later time! (:
As I was saying before, I had the hardest time opening my mouth and just pouring my heart out to God. I was scared to pray, scared to speak. I felt like my words didn't mean anything, they weren't powerful enough. All of these excuses, just so I wouldn't have to pray. Then, something just completely flipped. My heart, mind, and soul did a freaking 360!

During private worship time at my home, I noticed that I would stop singing along with the words. Prayer would just fully envelope me, and I wouldn't even notice it. It's like, I would be singing, and then words. Words would just fall out of my mouth, that I didn't even know I was saying. Does this make sense? It was seriously. Crazy! Life-changing for me. Now, I want to explain a little about why my blog was called this.

I feel like, words. They are extremely powerful. Can anyone agree with that? Words to me, can change someone's life. These words, the words that I have been praying can change someone's life. They can change the world. They will change the world. I have learned that my words are my strength. They are powerful, and they will change this world.

God, thank you. Thank you for giving me the strength, to speak out. Thank you for taking the fear that I once had. God, I pray that the words you pour out of my mouth that they would just change someone's life. Change their life for you, God. I pray that anyone who is afraid like I once was, that you just take that fear and you fill them with your words. With your power. With your stregth. With your love. Amen. (:

Peace out brothaaaa'. 

1 comment:

  1. i honestly don't know what to say besides, you're freaking awesome.
    leah, you're honestly so inspiring.
    i hope to be more like you. (:
    every time i see you, i can see God glowing out of you. it's freaking crazy awesome.

    i love you, a lot.
    please never stop blogging. (:

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