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Girls, girls, girls. 
This blog is mainly for you, but guys. Read on. (:


I have struggled with being beautiful and loving myself. I was always and still slightly self conscious.
I was never comfortable in my own body. I looked at girls and jealousy over-flowed me. I hated myself.
I didn't want to be me. Ugh. I hate saying that, but I wanted to be a different girl. Someone prettier, skinnier.
But I Never will be someone else. Why focus on something that will never happen. That is impossible to happen.
I wanted to love myself. I wanted to be okay with who I was. But I never knew how. I was always stuck!
Man oh man, did it hit me though. I have always had a dream to act and model. I love acting, and I love the whole
modeling and fashion. Yet, I looked at the models and I was like, no. Never could I be a model. I'm not skinny or 
pretty enough. HOLY CRAP! What the crap is wrong with me!?!


As I looked at these models and their bodies, I knew I could never get like that. They were in size 00 jeans, and straight 
down like a stick. Don't get me wrong, some people are just like that. But I am not. And that is okay. It is okay that
I am not in size 00 jeans, it's okay that I wear a size 5. Because I am comfortable. I am comfortable in my body, 
and I am comfortable with who I am. Because I was created, I was beautifully put together by God. Why would or 
should I ever want something different. I am a masterpiece. I am God's masterpiece. Once I figured this out, I was
okay. I was content. I was confident. I was no longer looking out in jealousy.


Girls, can I just say that you are all beautiful. Just like I am a masterpiece, so are you. So is everyone. 
God created us, gave us life. What more is there to ask for? We are all unique. We are all beautiful. 
We are all God's Masterpiece. 


Now, next time you go to say, ugh. I look horrible today. Or she is so much prettier then me. SHUT UP! hahahah.
Na, just think about it. If you looked like her, you would still think some other girl is prettier, when really she probably
isn't. We are ALL unique. ALL beautiful. Don't let jealousy, and satan dig in your head. Don't look at other girls
to compare. It will hurt you, and break you down. Trust me. Listen to me. You should never feel not good enough,
or too ugly. Because you my dear, are beautiful! I promise.

I love you all.