Cupid.

Hello darlings. How is everyone doing? I, myself, am filled with so much excitment! Tomorrow is Valentine's day and I get to spend it with Jesse. We will make our way to the Inner Harbor in Baltimore and stay the night at Hotel Monaco! Such a beautiful hotel. If you get the chance, look it up! We got the king deluxe sweet with a big, beautiful bathroom (and nice big jacuzzi bathtub!!!!)

Since tomorrow is the day of love, I wanted to talk a little about love. Just for a second. People have been asking me if Jesse and I say, I love you, yet. Which, we do not. But do I love the person Jesse is? Yes. I love the perosn that he his, what he does for me, for others and for himself. He is an incredible man, so it that sense, yes I do love Jesse. Am I ready to say those words yet? I don't believe so, but I'm really not positive. 

Now, the second thing we get to is, am I IN love with Jesse? No, not yet. But I do believe Jesse and I have a very long and beautiful journey ahead of us that I can't wait for and every day I do fall more for him. 

What I am trying to get at is complicated to put into words. What I am really trying to get at is that I am so happy sleeping next to this man every night and so grateful that he was placed in my life. I never thought I would feel this feeling again, but I am. For that I am forever grateful.